We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Mind Scratch

by Infinite Gardens

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      €7 EUR  or more

     

1.
Black Sound 05:02
BLACK SOUND You only want to stay in the dark To not hear any sound, to not listen any voice To get lost in your own unbuilt mind You wanted to embrace the pain that is hanging on your back Sleep blind with no dreams, with no fears, no past The windows are open to let in the moonlight The only light you can tolerate since you started to feel this way x2 Lot of duties are waiting for you on the other window side Even cuddles and smiles scratch your eyes You feel down asking for more of that black and empty sound Heart beating demanding for some love x2 You only want to stay in the dark To not hear any sound, to not listen any voice To get lost in your own unbuilt mind You wanted to embrace the pain that is hanging on your back Sleep blind with no fears, with no dreams, no past No lights, no sounds, no kisses, no voices No one makes you whole in this bedroom full of dust x2 The dust you came from, the dust you want to be at the end x2 You only want to stay in the dark To not hear any sound, to not listen any voice To get lost in your own unbuilt mind You wanted to embrace the pain that is hanging on your back Sleep blind with no dreams, with no fears, no past No lights, no sounds, no kisses, no voices No one makes you whole in this bedroom full of dust x2 Full of dust Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
2.
Storm 02:46
STORM When you left you took and you gave me a kiss and the fire`s smell And the rain`s taste I tried to dive deeper and deeper inside your eyes But you dodge every try I wanted to know what do you hide inside your brain`s walls The color of your soul I thought you came back But you`re still at the mountains dancing around a big fire I can`t deny I tried to dive deeper and a deeper inside your heart But you dodge every try I wanted to know what do you hide inside your brain`s walls The color of your soul I can read stories of love and pain I can hear a scream descending from the grey clouds x2 Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
3.
Landscapes 03:15
LANDSCAPES Prints full of empty drawings Floated eyes from dirty tears Coming from a tired soul in ancestral hatred cascades Poetry destroys itself and it isn`t so bad To drag the chains, to cover my own head with esparto Violent and irascible dreams descriptions Impossible landscapes pictures while my mind is in the dark Reflection of a reflection in a broken mirror Silver over blood, red over the pillow Nothing behind the curtain Nothing under the bed Nobody inside the closet I`m in your hands Inside your head Through your veins Violent and irascible dreams descriptions Impossible landscapes pictures while my mind is in the dark Nothing behind the curtain Nothing under the bed Nobody inside the closet I`m in your hands Inside your head And through your veins I`m in the rodent`s eyes with the conscience cleaner than yours. Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
4.
Infected 03:34
INFECTED I don´t remember flowers in my dirty hands Your smile and tears will keep me sick Your bright smile will destroy my fragile word I kissed the pavement because I was the obscene I don´t remember flowers growing out my head Your shy youth feelings will wake up the beast Your careful eyes will destroy my fragile world I kissed the pavement taken to the scene Don´t let me infect you x8 I don´t remember flowers in my dirty hands Your smile and tears will get me sick Your bright smile will destroy my fragile world I kissed the pavement because I was the obscene I don´t remember flowers growing out my head Your shy youth feelings will wake up the beast Your careful eyes will destroy my fragile world I kissed the pavement, you came into the scene Don`t let me infect you x3 I kissed the pavement because I was the obscene Lyrics by: Eu Domingo & Jeka Szgany
5.
Detached 02:37
DETACHED Today am I carrying a weighter whisper? Long, deep, intense, black and mad Shadow of a kiss never given on time Reflection of a touch at the wrong moment, by the bad side Eventually I sway myself, hugging my self I feed myself with rats whom devour me from inside Exposing my fears I dodge the dark I sink in my own depth I detach from my skin layers Today am I carrying a weighter whisper? Long, deep, intense, black and mad Shadow of a kiss never given on time Reflection of a touch at the wrong moment, by the bad side Eventually I sway myself, hugging my self I fed myself with rats whom devoured me from inside Oh my beloved fears I made that path I´m seeing my own death, I detached from my past x2 Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
6.
Heavy Head 05:50
HEAVY HEAD Your whole life is a huge hole of sorrow A negative wave invades your dark heart And I tried to light up your dreams with my love But you`re rotten inside Tell me what`s more I could do Because I run through the nightmares that were blocking your mind And I swallowed all the poison that flows through your veins Why must I carry with the weight of your sins again? Why should I have to live under your toxic shade? Your touch was always bizarre Mix with the pain in your smile I`ll no longer feed your soul which is plenty of worms So you decided to keep the stains that blind your eyes Over and over going inside this cage you built for yourself Cause I run through the nightmares that were blocking your mind And I swallowed all the poison that flows through your veins Why must I carry with the weight of your sins again? Why should I have to live under your toxic shade? Why did you out your dirty hands over my head? Why should I live your life instead of mine? This time and after all I become insane Voices come to tell me that now I`m in my place Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
7.
LACERATED AND ACCELERATED Under the cover of an illusion I`ll wait for you Piling dreams, accumulated desire And I`m waiting for you My hands will be yours I dream of forked tongues Speaking without talk Screaming without thought Remembering the time I drooled We crawled on the floor Tearing off our flesh I bite myself And beg for you to come back inside me Inside me, deep inside Beg for you to come back inside me, inside me, deep inside I´ll leave my own body behind We`ll take off falling sharp inside your hell Bring me your tears I`ll die if I can`t inhale your fears No need to need you is a lie I tell myself before going to sleep Pushing you to vomit with my fingers while I try to tear off your jaw No need to need you is a lie I tell myself before going to sleep Make a hole in your chest and rest inside you…deep inside Under the cover of an illusion I`ll wait for you I invoke in my dreams your fingers sinking down my sex I spit in your mouth I feel the flames in my veins Summoning your sex inside me… deep inside Waiting for you with an open eye Ravens follow me in my flight The knife of your caresses lacerates and accelerates my breath I feed on your despair, turn the anger into windblow x2 I´ll leave my own body behind We`ll take off falling sharp inside your hell Bring me your tears I`ll die if I can`t inhale your fears (…) No need to need you is a lie I tell myself before going to sleep Pushing you to vomit with my fingers while I try to tear off your jaw No need to need you is a lie I tell myself before going to sleep Make a hole in your chest and rest inside you…deep inside No need to need you is a lie I tell myself before going to sleep Pushing you to vomit with my fingers while I try to tear off your jaw No need to need you is a lie I tell myself before going to sleep Pushing you to vomit with my fingers and rest… Lyrics by Jeka Szgany
8.
Lilli 03:02
LILLI You`re fucked And I crushed And every second I feel we’re lost I`m fucked And you crushed And everybody knows now we’re fucked It was while the daylight when we had that conversation When we realized that we broke our connection No matter if I sleep alone now If I can dance with your ghost Naked, tired, low And now is all about you! The sorrow grows from feet to teeth And until I kill you You`re losing the biggest love Is not about possession Remembering the street we crossed Holding hands we touched the sun And I think I am in another dimension You`re fucked And I crushed And every second I feel we’re lost I`m fucked And you crushed And everybody knows now we’re fucked The sorrow grows from feet to teeth And until I kill you You`re losing the biggest love Is not about possession Remembering the street we crossed Holding hands we touched the sun And I think I am in another dimension x2 You`re fucked And I crushed And every second I feel We’re lost I`m fucked And you crushed And everybody knows now we’re fucked Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
9.
Sweet Cherry 03:28
SWEET CHERRY Sometimes I feel a void A dark silence in my soul I have no strength to keep my way You can´t help me The fucking life doesn´t smiles to me My only enemy is myself I ask for nothing I can tell you... I´m still afraid Sometimes I feel a void A dark silence in my soul I ask for nothing I can tell you... I´m still afraid Lyrics by: Eu Domingo & Jeka Szgany
10.
Night Noises 03:50
NIGHT NOISES Is this background noise, women screams Heads against the glasses Brown cat`s hissings Scratches behind the bushes More screams, this time, from women and men Teeth on the streets Open wounds on closed doors Lost keys, sometimes thrown to sewers thirsty from Stagnant waters Screams from children covered in sand Grey bitches howls to the full moon Painful hugs Heads against the glasses Scratches behind the bushes Is this background noise The winds blowing The woods crunching The fire crackling The heart that still throbs inside The inert body on the sidewalk Plenty of people, people who scream People who screams Eyes drunk blood, minds fallen asleep Another homicidal act, a family lunch, a suicide Dreaming awake surrounded by the screams of snakes Birds, women, the winds, the children, the screaming flames Women`s screams Teeth on the streets Heads against the glasses Scratches behind the bushes Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
11.
THE GREAT DEATHDAY Suddenly that door opened The fresh and smelly air came into this dirty room You slept for a long time in a good place to bury strangers I don´t know what happened with your smile Stay here inside for a while and tell me secrets If today is for me the day to die You should know... That it was me who opened that door Who was watching and taking care of you all this time you were sleeping No fear appears if you keep your soul in here Perhaps today is the great deathday Should we celebrate this with... Wine and weed and K? Let me smell your hands and lick your eyes for the last time And swallow the sweet and sour colors of the skies No worry if you go out now and find me pale and quiet We were celebrating this date since I woke up for the first time Since I saw your light for the very first time Suddenly that door opened The fresh and smelly air came into this dirty room Lyrics by: Jeka Szgany
12.
Today 01:22
Instrumental.

credits

released December 30, 2020

Jeka Szgany: Vocals.
Eu Domingo: Guitar, keyboard, drum programming.
Victor "MaeKong" Pavia: Guitar, keyboard.
Laura Abril: Additional keyboard on 03, Piano on 09 & 12
Backing vocals on 04.

Lyrics by Jeka Szgany, except 4 & 9, by Eu Domingo & Jeka Szgani.

Mixed & Produced by V. Pavia - Infinite Gardens
Recorded & mastered at Invisible Studio, Barcelona

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Infinite Gardens Barcelona, Spain

contact / help

Contact Infinite Gardens

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Infinite Gardens, you may also like: